Tag: apathy

I’m tired of speech

I’m tired of speech

Of tragic conversations,

Of hastily bitter debates.

I’m tired of forced rituals

Of dogmatic preference

Cloaked in rebukes and judgement

I’m tired of planned togetherness

Of constant compromise

And submission to imperfect authority

I’m tired

Of routines dictated by uneven sacrifice

The only change is Greek to me

Wounded fighters in stolen armor

Battles sooner lost than won.

I’m tired.

Binge-y

Limited series

As condensed and harried

As my dwindling attention span

That moody pup

That hovers next to master

Staying home

Like moldy unused potatoes

I press next episode

Skip intro

Half-aware of my fingers

Twitchy and fat-assed

I live in front of black screens

Cave-like and shadowed

Trapped by red lined time

Wasting half-baked longings

on unmasked blue lights